so....I haven't been on for a while...I thought I had posted smth here late 2019 but apparently I didn't. general life update, just as I was coming out of a long on and off episode of anxiety/depression the pandemic happened...so now I'm steadily going downhill again. I had big plans for this year which will no longer happen and it's been taking a toll on me. I'm not going to divulge much because it's quite personal, but...yeah, it's been hard. adding in the fact I'm inside a lot and my usual routine is no longer existent, my mental health is not dealing well with the sudden change. anyway, I've done a lot of contemplating in terms of my hobbies lately and I've decided that with the changes in my life, it's just not feasible nor healthy for me to try and keep up with all my artistic hobbies in addition to other life things I now am also responsible for. so I'm doing some streamlining and shifting my focus onto hobbies that I can actually fit into my schedule without over-exhausting